Weaved Dreams ....

Words which u nevr spelt,
Were the words, it seemed i heard,
Those dreams even so unreasoned,
Kept on weaving them still.

Every time the distance seems further,
And my Love grows older,
I makin me a promise,
My silent eyes would not speak,
Will let my tears enrich those words,
But will kip on dreaming the unreasoned dream still,
And will weave them further.

Those unspelt words bubblin of my shiverin lips,
The unconditioned Love of my shattered heart,
I don't find the one beside me to be beside,
The illusionary maze spreads far nd Wide.
But will kip on dreaming the unreasoned dream still,
And will weave them further.

That moment when i see you again,
Gets me, my soul inane,
Why presides sadness in my smile,
A world which seems so benile,
But will kip on dreaming the unreasoned dream still,
And will weave them further.

Atrocious

Benath the blue heavens,

It's people makin it 3+3 7's.

Creatin mayhem,

And such atrocity,

Lividness and animosity,

And an unknown curiousity,

And defining an utmost insanity.

The Pen's dying to rust,

And the paper fadin to rust,

A soul thirsty of lust,

Cravin for fist,

A bit hazy like mist,

Seems a devil juss kissed.

This is the time to find a station,

Which wouldn't be a part of ur invasion,

The one of which i would be a mason,

And would be a part of my elevation.

It's my past's crematory,

In the labrotory of love,

And a chemical to be alkaline,

The platonic life of mine,

And the sun that would never shine,

Decaying my life on the line.

Days

There were days when i luvd you,

There were days when i cared,

There were days when my Love was so indespensible,

It was you with whom everythin' i shared.

There were days when you inspired,

U were the one which motivated,

There were days of such captivation,

And so were the days of Lamentation.

There were days when you hurt me so bad,

There were days when i was so Sad,

There were days of those sweet surrender,

There are days when memories just meander.

There are days when u would make me hate u,

There are wen u wouldn't realise the unmounted pain.

There are days of this serenity,

And there were days of the uncalled divinity.

U make me hate you one more day,

U make me cry one more second.

You can't beat my Love,

Even if u hate me all life long.

U deserve sumone bettr, U deserve sumone gud.

Do you feel someone should?

I neva knew why not me, and why oders,

U alwyz make me feel like a Loser.

U r the one who devastated,

U r the one who ruined it all.

U r the one i gave in everything for,

U ll feel my absence,

Feel the neccesity,

U don't seem to value me,

By this summer u ll find no more of me....

I Hate wat u did...

Love had begun flowin upsurged,
It was you who brought life,
It was you who brought Day & Night,
It was always you, who at my sight,
Enchanted the world around with your might.

You in my life brought so much of Love,
Quenched my unendin thirst,
With yo'r magic pill of sublimity,
But you put all of them today at humility,
Destroying all of my Serenity,
I knw u dun even hav the humanity,
To come bac and say me SORRY !!!

The world hated me,
But u hurt me the most,
Thot u of as the breeze who would get d life kindled,
But turned out to be d blemish of my life.
You will neva understand the Pain,
You will neva feel the desire,
Coz u r a heartless stone,
Who wants me to moan.

It was you who made me Cry,
Around me when everyone used to smile,
Remember you for all you did,
Should have neva eva Luvd u indeed.
Its me who to u is thankful,
You kip me hurtin more n more,
But u would neva knw,
The more u hurt, the more i Love,
The more u hurt, the more i pray thee to bless.

You call me a LOSER !!!
May b i am, 
The only reason coz i din get you,
But the quex. i ll ask is?
If i m a LOSER !!!, what are u??
My definition the biggest LOSER in this world.
Coz today u hav lost me, 
Even if i m no one,
But this thing is all over and done,
I m all gone,
And its rite at the end of the day,
I ll kip my mouth shut, and it's you who Won.

Am I Alone?

Am i alone?
Or am i wid sumone?
Am i Confused?
Or am i a bit bimused?

Am i the best?
Why do i have to be always put against a test?
Am i here to prove?
Or am i here to always Loose.

Am i in Love?
Or is it Love that gets me perturbed,
Why'z is it that i can't stop Loving you?
And why'z it, that i end up Loving u more, wen i try to hate you?

Why is that i am losing my belief,
And why isn't there any hope?
Why did i always tried making my life colorful,
Which always turned Grey or White.

Why is it that no one wants to hear?
Why do i always have to shout,
Why does no one tries to Understand,
I am not the same of you'r Kind.

What is it that in me, you neva find?
I dun know, either you dun't want to or pretend to be blind.
The only thing i prayed was a sum God'z bless,
And all it turns out to be is a mess.

I have no where to go,
I find no place to run,
Situations turning out to be scarce,
I fear it to be turning out worse.

I ll neither run from dis Crisis,
And nor ll i run away from my Love,
Fite it out till dat One Last Breath,
Till sumone buries me inside my Grave...