Love had begun flowin upsurged,
It was you who brought life,
It was you who brought Day & Night,
It was always you, who at my sight,
Enchanted the world around with your might.
You in my life brought so much of Love,
Quenched my unendin thirst,
With yo'r magic pill of sublimity,
But you put all of them today at humility,
Destroying all of my Serenity,
I knw u dun even hav the humanity,
To come bac and say me SORRY !!!
The world hated me,
But u hurt me the most,
Thot u of as the breeze who would get d life kindled,
But turned out to be d blemish of my life.
You will neva understand the Pain,
You will neva feel the desire,
Coz u r a heartless stone,
Who wants me to moan.
It was you who made me Cry,
Around me when everyone used to smile,
Remember you for all you did,
Should have neva eva Luvd u indeed.
Its me who to u is thankful,
You kip me hurtin more n more,
But u would neva knw,
The more u hurt, the more i Love,
The more u hurt, the more i pray thee to bless.
You call me a LOSER !!!
May b i am,
The only reason coz i din get you,
But the quex. i ll ask is?
If i m a LOSER !!!, what are u??
My definition the biggest LOSER in this world.
Coz today u hav lost me,
Even if i m no one,
But this thing is all over and done,
I m all gone,
And its rite at the end of the day,
I ll kip my mouth shut, and it's you who Won.
Am i alone?
Or am i wid sumone?
Am i Confused?
Or am i a bit bimused?
Am i the best?
Why do i have to be always put against a test?
Am i here to prove?
Or am i here to always Loose.
Am i in Love?
Or is it Love that gets me perturbed,
Why'z is it that i can't stop Loving you?
And why'z it, that i end up Loving u more, wen i try to hate you?
Why is that i am losing my belief,
And why isn't there any hope?
Why did i always tried making my life colorful,
Which always turned Grey or White.
Why is it that no one wants to hear?
Why do i always have to shout,
Why does no one tries to Understand,
I am not the same of you'r Kind.
What is it that in me, you neva find?
I dun know, either you dun't want to or pretend to be blind.
The only thing i prayed was a sum God'z bless,
And all it turns out to be is a mess.
I have no where to go,
I find no place to run,
Situations turning out to be scarce,
I fear it to be turning out worse.
I ll neither run from dis Crisis,
And nor ll i run away from my Love,
Fite it out till dat One Last Breath,
Till sumone buries me inside my Grave...
Standing in front of you, feels as if I am a pretender.
Never could express, how much I loved you.
Didn’t want to kill myself, but I had to.
My eyes spoke it loud, my heart screamed it out.
Deaf you were, coz your name was the one I used to shout.
Destroyed and devastated I sit in one corner of the room.
Raining it’s in and out, can’t you make me your groom.
Your eyes haunt me through out the day.
Those were the only reason, as nothing I could say.
Scorching my ear is some noise.
Please talk to me; I am dying to hear your voice.
Scribbling my thoughts is your red colored hair.
Always realized that made you look fair.
Floating down the shoulders they looked like a snake.
Wondering am I dreaming or still awake.
These are the memories which leave me dead and haunted,
You are the soul that I always wanted.
Indescribable and unsustainable are these feelings.
A torrid future coming up is what I am seeing.
One Saturday evening, down the window I was seeing,
Up came her call, down the bed was I about to fall.
My heart started ringing like a bell;
Picked up the phone and amused of what to tell.
Down came her offer, and she didn’t have a chauffer,
She wants to go out with me,
Clogging my mind were thoughts of it being a mystery or reality;
Ecstatic I started jumping and screaming,
Happiness in my life suddenly, I was dreaming,
A romantic melody, I started singing.
Down I came to earth, as the phone again started ringing.
The rain started pouring very hard,
“Doubt whether we can go out”, she said, which made me sad,
Savaging my dreams was the rain.
Tears started rolling out, as I couldn’t take the pain.
Suddenly thy rained mercy,
Desperate to go out, I prayed he could see.
Picked up my phone and gave her a call,
Now can we go out my Miss Tall?
Down I saw my cutest friend’s missed call,
Rushed up, I gave her a call.
Got the news, both were so elated,
Stepping on my door was happiness, even so it was belated.
Tensed and lying I got out of my house,
Desperate to go out with her, and wanted to make her my spouse.
Waiting for her at the bus stand,
So elated I was, didn’t see the fate coming in my hand.
There I saw her coming,
Cool and relaxed I was trying and pretending.
Down she came from her ride,
I kept looking at her eyes, standing on the road side.
She came towards me, crossing the road,
Croaking was my heart, lyk a frog on toad.
We were sitting opposite to each other,
Gazing at her eyes, which looked crystal as a mirror.
We started having a chat,
Reminded me of a day where she was wearing a pink cool hat.
Praising thee, so beautiful she was looking.
A blessed man I am was the only thing that I was thinking.
Time went on, around came our destination,
Just sit and watch her eyes, was my only inclination.
Came down from the cab and paid the fare,
The cabbie said I know you love her and take care.
Inside the shop we went,
Buying a watch was her intent.
She liked a cool and sexy clock,
Paid for it, out from the shop we were about to walk.
About to go for the dinner, I put hands inside my pocket,
Scared and embarrassed I didn’t find my wallet.
Didn’t know what should I tell,
Swinging my head and I was about to fell.
Told her about this unfortunate incident,
She advised me that I should have been prudent.
This was the only thing that had to happen,
All my planned dreams were shaken.
Nothing to help me and I was completely broken,
I couldn’t give her the gift which had been stolen.
Distorted and dejected, wanted to drop her back home.
I knew that my fortunes were walking on soapy foam.
Took a cab and dropped her at the bus stand,
Drenched and lonely in the rain I had to stand.
As she got on to her ride, the distance seemed wide
Got a last glance her eyes and I knew the upcoming demise.
On her ride she went away, putting me all to sway.
In that heavy rain I was crying,
Nothing I could achieve even if so hard I was trying.
